Something has to break

It's time, the season has come your waiting is over!!!!!!!

The generational curse has been broken in Jesus' name.

You are the one that will break generational curses in your family, things will change and must change because you are a child of a King, the One who is above every other gods and the One who commands the winds to stand still.

My father was never there for me as a child. I was one of those children who knew their father and his whereabouts but we were never close. At a tender age, I could remember my parents always arguing until things got very physical.

One day my parents were arguing and it got to a point where my father wanted me to live with him because, at this point, he was leaving the relationship he had with my mother. I was literally being pulled by both parents - one holding my hands, and the other had my feet (can you imagine that, being pulled like an elastic band?) it was not a good feeling and was heartbreaking to see that your parents were going to be separated. This memory is so strong in my head because it was the last time they were ever together.

My father treated my sister and me like we did not exist (you know when you have to beg someone to do something for you?). That was our relationship. We had to beg our father to acknowledge us. I got molested on more than one occasion, but my father knew nothing about it. When I had asked my father to come to my primary school graduation, he said yes he would be there, however, he never showed up. This experience was the last thing I wanted but it happened

My father was a big disappointment in my life.

But things changed for the better because I never knew that I would be able to build a relationship with my father.

I struggled for years trying to find a man that was better than my father. I was always in a relationship. I could not allow two weeks to pass without having someone in my life. I would always have someone for my rebound. I also made bad decisions and was going in circles with my pattern of what I thought was love.

It happened that the Lord showed me what was happening and what was the cause of my actions where men are a concern as it relates to men and gave me the courage to talk to my father, telling him how it felt as a child without a father and how it is affecting my life presently. I was finally able to have a father-daughter conversation with him.

Even after we spoke, I can honestly say I am not fully healed from this. It is a process that I am going through and I want to encourage someone today that there is hope in God. He is able to do more than we can ever ask for. So don't give up today or tomorrow, continue pushing on. God is not done with you yet.

In these Scriptures, you will have the assurance of the Lord Jesus Christ with you.

Jeremiah 1:5 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

Psalm 27:10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.